# that alpha moment when
usually around 16:20 in the early late late afternoon later in summer
something about the light
a soft warm symbol of ultimate nondual-emptiness
a positively charged voidness
the fundamental underlying supernature of biocosmic hyperrealty
oh to feel a 420 moment when the post-meridian sun shines blank and oblique
glancing off the whitewashed sides of endless nearby suburban housing unit cubes
yet again one sits alone on the dusty existential kerb pondering the near-future now - an odd and melancholy silence
also noticing how the time and the light indeed the whole of realty itselves feels charged with infinite warm possibility
something familiar to researchers who spent a lot of time alone as kids
// republic of bob