# now alone in a cold room of bioelectric neon blue; twisted among unwashed student sheets not sweating not afraid just bone tired and hung over later on after breakfast: why is it when researchers watch bbc2 'canadian film board' animations they get this odd feeling in ir nose andor soul certain feelings they're continually trying to give voice to because scientific words are useful only up to a point the cusp of the 'near-future now' when researchers stare out into the limitless 'liquid electric neon infinity blue' shark eye of the electronic alpha void the fact they often cannot adequately express themselves and often experience this unique weird-cool feeling maybe there's no official corporate / scientific language for whatever they feel and 'x' lies directly outside immediate maps of daily mundane campus existence it's initially part of the sub project of 'miles' to develop 'big science' as a deeper psychedelic space bioprobe that can be launched to / from the seemingly abandoned orbiting space station 'saturn one' into these types of sub cultural phenomena dense clouds of swarming blue neutrinos manifesting locally yet even this is starting to prove to be futile as the only trouble is it neverquite gets proved to be futile enough for researchers to realize anything important and such intense rnd projects display a violet unpredictable momentum of ir own lighting fractal hydra headed touch paper burning in all indra directions at once // republic of bob