# under the pyramids a remix
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original story by hp lovecraft for harry houdini; a modernised (less colonial) remix via robert what for republic of bob
**mystery attracts fools**
ever since the wide acceptance of my name as an online performer of some fame we have encountered several strange events which my calling has led people to link with my unique philosophical activities
most of these have been trivial and irrelevant some dramatic and some involving me in scientific and historical research with which we were only remotely involved
many of these matters we've shared freely with the adoring public but there is one of which we speak now with great reluctance to you dear fellow traveler though only after constant persuasion by a friend of this publication who'd heard vague rumors of it from other travelers of the realm
we trust you will suspend your logical disbelief and temporarily open your mind to the hidden outer realms of illogical impossibility
this once long guarded subject relates to my non-professional visit to the 'republic of bob' eight weeks ago which in internet years is at least several centuries and the full recall of what has been avoided by me for several reasons
for one thing we are averse to exploiting certain natural facts and conditions obviously known to the myriad tourists who throng about the pyramids to the east and which are rigorously defended with much diligence by the authorities who also cannot be ignorant of them
we also generally dislike to recount incidents in which my own fantastical imagination must play so great a part
what we saw or thought we saw certainly did not take place but rather is to be viewed as a direct result of the negative psychic effects of my historical readings in deep egyptology and of those speculations about it which my unique environment in the republic naturally prompts
these imaginative stimuli magnified by the excitement of the terrible event has undoubtedly given rise to the culminating error of that grotesque night thankfully long now past
**and so our tale begins**
we had recently finished a professional engagement and signed a contract for a tour of the outer theaters
a liberal time scale allowed for the trip we determined to make the most of it indulging in the sort of travel which interests me
so accompanied by my new partner in art a most handsome and slender transfemboy catgirl maid called shandrobia amalesis we activated our brass lenses and drifted pleasantly down the continent and embarked at marseilles on the steamer malwah bound for port said
from that point we proposed to visit the minor historical localities of lower sheffield before finally leaving for the major archaeological sites of egypt (remember dear fellow traveler all movement in the great realm of the republic is virtually instant yet often tortuous in its random fractured branching)
the voyage was an agreeable one and enlivened by many dryly amusing incidents which usually befall a performer apart from his work
for the sake of private travel we had intended to keep our name a secret but was goaded into elf betrayal by a fellow magician of the digital persuasion
their anxiety to astound foolish passengers with ordinary tricks turning a old gif of bruce lee into something other than a minor historical artifact and skillful rewriting a short notstory by a notorious paranoid racist shut in tempted me to duplicate and exceed his feats in a manner destructive of my incognito
we mention this because of its ultimate effect an effect we should have foreseen before fully unmasking to dozens of tourists about to scatter throughout the virtual nile
the result was to herald my identity wherever we went and deprive my catmaid and myself of all quiet inconspicuous travel
seeking curiosities for my job we're also often forced to stand inspection as a sort of bizarre european curiosity
we'd come to imaginary egypt in search of the picturesque and the mystically impressive but found little when the ship edged up to port said and discharged its passengers in small boats
low dunes of perfectly blonde sand bobbing buoys in shallow water and a dreary small town with little of interest save a great statue of the local mayor made us anxious to move onto something worth our while
after some discussion we decided to proceed at once to cairo and the pyramids later going to alexandria and for whatever sights that ancient metropolis might present
the railway journey was tolerable and consumed only four hours
we saw much of the suez canal and later had a taste of old egypt in our glimpse of recently restored fresh-water vegetable growing solar towers
at last we saw cairo glimmering through the growing dusk; a twinkling constellation which became a blaze as we halted at the great station
yet disappointment awaited for us again for all that we beheld was european save the sprawling crowds in their garish steampunk cosplay uniforms
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a prosaic subway led to a square teeming with carriages taxicabs and classic red porter's trolleys
gorgeous electric lights shone on tall buildings; whilst the very theater where we was vainly requested to play which we later attended as a spectator had recently been renamed the grand american zoetrope
we stopped at shepherd's hotel reached in an human ai driven taxi that sped along broad smartly built-up backstreets; and amidst the perfect service of its restaurant glass elevators and anglo-american luxuries the mysterious east and immemorial past seemed very far away
the next day however precipitated us directly into the dark heart of the arabian nights atmosphere; in the winding ways and exotic skyline of cairo the bagdad of the caliphate seemed to live again
guided by our leather bound travel guide we struck east past the ezbekiyeh gardens along the mouski in quest of the native quarter and were soon in the hands of a museum guide who notwithstanding their later antisocial developments as a serial mind killer no less was assuredly a master at his trade
not until afterward did we see that we should have applied at the hotel for a licensed guide
this squat man a well shaven and hollow-voiced fellow who looked like a scruffy pharaonic movie star and humbly announced himself as abdul el reis el drogman appeared to have much power over others
subsequently the police professed not to know him and told us that 'reis' is merely the name for any person in authority while 'drogman' obviously no more than a clumsy modification of the word for a leader of tourist parties; a dragoman
nonetheless abdul led us among such wonders as we had before only read of and dreamed about in wonder
old cairo is itself a notstory book come to life; endless labyrinths of narrow alleys redolent with aromatic secrets; arabesque balconies and oriel windows nearly meeting above the cobbled streets like forbidden lovers about to kiss; unkempt maelstroms of oriental traffic alive with cries cracking whips rattling carts jingling money dancing bears and braying donkeys; there were kaleidoscopes of robes veils turbans and tarbushes; water-carriers and dervishes wild dogs and stray cats soothsayers madmen pickpockets and barbers; while over all them sang the whining of blind beggars crouched in alcoves sonorous chanting from minarets delicately lined against a sky of deepest blue and the strained high-pitched mizmar reeds of moroccan sufi trance musicians
for this particular group we paused to give a spare coin from my inner breast pocket
the roofed quieter bazaars were no less alluring
spices incense attar of roses beads drugs silks and brass - an old man squats cross-legged amidst endless gummy bottles while chattering youths pulverize mustard in the hollowed-out capital of an ancient roman corinthian column
it is here where we choose to allow antiquity to mingle with my lazy thoughts of colonial exoticism
finally came the mosques and the museums we saw them all and tried not to let our private arabian revelry succumb to the darker charms of pharaonic egypt as regularly offered by the sights of the priceless treasures seen in modern museums
that was to be our journey's climax but for the present we concentrated on the medieval glories of the caliphs whose magnificent tomb-mosques form a glittering fairy necropolis on the edge of the arabian desert
at length abdul took us to the ancient mosque of sultan hassan and the tower-flanked bab-el-azab beyond which climbs the steep-walled pass to the mighty citadel built with the stones of forgotten pyramids
it was sunset when we finally scaled that cliff circled the modern mosque built there and looked down from the dizzying parapet over mystic cairo all golden with its carved domes ethereal minarets and flaming private gardens
far over the city towered the great roman dome of the new museum; and beyond it across the cryptic yellow nile that is the mother of aeons and dynasties lurked the timeless sands of the forever undulating desert iridescent with infinitely older arcana the mysterious knowledge known only to insiders
the blood red sun sank low bringing the slow relentless chill of egyptian dusk; and as it stood poised on the world's rim like an ancient god we saw silhouetted against its golden veil the black outlines of the pyramids of gizeh the tombs already burdened with a thousand years when tut-ankh-amen mounted his golden throne in distant thebes
it was then we truly knew that we were done with cairo and that we must taste the deeper mysteries of primal egypt the gods of re and amen isis and osiris
after a night of restless sleep we visited the pyramids the next morning riding out across the great nile bridge with its bronze lions the island of ghizereh and the smaller english bridge to the western shore
down the shore road we drove between great rows of giant trees and past the vast zoological gardens to the suburb of gizeh where a new bridge to cairo proper has since been built
then turning inland we crossed a region of glassy canals and beautiful native villages till before us loomed the objects of our quest cleaving the dawn mists and forming inverted replicas in the roadside pools
it was indeed as napoleon had told his campaigners there; forty centuries gazed down upon us in silent judgement
the road now rose abruptly till we finally reached our place of transfer between the trolley station and the menwah house hotel
abdul el reis who capably purchased our tickets seemed to have an understanding with the crowding yelling bedouins who inhabited a village some distance away and calmly assailed every foreign traveler for trade for he kept them at bay and even secured an excellent pair of camels for us finding a filthy donkey for himself and assigning the leadership of our animals to a group of young men more expensive than useful
the area to be traversed was small enough that camels were hardly needed but we did not regret adding this troublesome spitting form of desert navigation to our experience
the pyramids stand on a high rock plateau this group forming next to the northernmost of the series of regal and aristocratic cemeteries built in the neighborhood of the extinct capital memphis which lay on the same side of the nile somewhat south of gizeh and which flourished between 3400 and 2000 bce
the greatest pyramid which lies nearest the modern road was built by king cheops or khufu about 2800 bce and stands more than 450 feet in perpendicular height
in a line southwest from this are successively the second pyramid built a generation later by king khephren and though slightly smaller looks even larger because it's set on higher ground and the radically smaller third pyramid of king mycerinus built about 2700 bce
near the edge of the plateau and due east of the second pyramid with a face probably altered to form a colossal portrait of khephren its royal restorer stands the monstrous sphinx mute sardonic and wise beyond mankind and memory
minor pyramids and the traces of ruined minor pyramids are found in several places and the whole plateau is pitted with the tombs of dignitaries of less than royal rank
these latter were originally marked by mastabas or stone bench-like structures about the deep burial shafts as found in other memphian cemeteries and exemplified by perneb's tomb in the metropolitan museum of new york
at gizeh however all such visible things have been swept away by time and pillage; only the rock-hewn shafts either sand-filled or cleared out by archaeologists remain to attest their former existence
connected with each tomb was a chapel in which priests and relatives offered food and prayer to the hovering ka or invisible vital energy principle of the deceased
the small tombs have their chapels contained in their stone mastabas or superstructures but the mortuary chapels of the pyramids where regal pharaohs lay were separate temples each to the east of its corresponding pyramid connected by a causeway to a massive gate-chapel at the edge of the rock plateau
the gate-chapel leading to the second pyramid nearly buried in the drifting sands yawns subterraneously southeast of the sphinx
persistent tradition dubs it the temple of the syrinx (apparently an alternative spelling); and it may perhaps be rightly called as such if the sphinx indeed represents the second pyramid's builder khephren
there are several deciedly unpleasant tales of the sphinx before khephren but whatever its elder features were the monarch replaced them with his own that men might gaze at the colossus without fear
it was in the great gateway-temple that the life-size diorite statue of khephren now in the cairo museum was found; a statue before which we stood in awe when we beheld it
whether the whole edifice is now excavated we am not certain but in 1910 most of it was below ground with the entrance heavily barred at night
filthy crude germans were in charge of the work
we would give much in view of my experience and of certain bedouin whisperings discredited or unknown in cairo to know what precisely has developed in connection with a certain well in a gallery where statues of the pharaoh were found in curious juxtaposition to the statues of rabid baboons their terrifying long teeth drawn in either anger or fright
as we traversed the road on our camels that fated morning we curved sharply past the wooden police quarters the post-office and tourist shops on the left and plunged south and east in a complete bend that scaled the rock plateau and brought us face to face with the desert under the great pyramid
past dense slabs of masonry we rode rounding the eastern face and looking down ahead into a valley of minor pyramids beyond which the eternal nile glistened to the east and the eternal desert shimmered to the west
the three major pyramids loomed close the greatest devoid of outer casing and shewing its bulk of great stones but the others retaining the neatly fitted covering which in their day had made them perfectly smooth and finished
presently we descended toward the sphinx and sat silent beneath the spell of those terrible unseeing eyes
on the vast stone breast we faintly discerned the emblem of re-harakhte for whose image the sphinx was mistaken in a late dynasty; and though sand covered the tablet between the great paws we recalled what thutmosis iv inscribed thereon and the strange dream he'd had when a prince
it was then that the smile of the sphinx vaguely displeased us and made us wonder about the legends of subterranean passages beneath the monstrous creature leading down to depths none might dare hint at depths perhaps connected with mysteries older than the dynastic egypt excavated and having a sinister relation to the persistence of abnormal animal-headed gods in the ancient nilotic pantheon
we asked myself such idle questions whose hideous significance however was not to appear for many hours
other tourists now began to overtake us and we moved on to the sand-choked temple of the sphinx fifty yards to the southeast which we've previously mentioned as the great gate of the causeway to the second pyramid's mortuary chapel on the plateau
most of it was still underground and although we dismounted and descended through a modern passageway to its alabaster corridor and pillared hall we felt that abdul and the local german attendant had not shown us all there was to see
we then made the conventional circuit of the pyramid plateau examining the second pyramid and the peculiar ruins of its mortuary chapel to the east the third pyramid and its miniature southern satellites and ruined eastern chapel the rock tombs and the honeycombs of the fourth and fifth dynasties and the famous campell's tomb whose shadowy shaft sinks precipitously for 530 feet to a sinister sarcophagus
cries now assailed us from the great pyramid where bedouins were besieging a party of tourists with offers of guidance to the top or of displays of speed in the performance of solitary trips up and down
a single hour is said to be the record for such an ascent and descent but many lusty sheiks and their sons assured us they could cut it to a mere twenty minutes if given the requisite liberal impetus of baksheesh
they did not receive this impetus though we did let abdul take us up thereby obtaining a view of unprecedented magnificence which included not only remote and glittering cairo with its crowned citadel and background of violet-gold hills but all the pyramids of the memphian district as well from abu roash on the north to the dashur on the south
the sakkara step-pyramid glimmered with allure and clarity in the sandy distance
we was forced to silence through sheer awe
the prospect of such inherently mysteriously antiquity and the secrets each ancient monument seemed to hold and brood over me filled me with a reverence and sense of immensity far outside of time
fatigued by our climb and annoyed with the tourists whose interactions with and treatment of the local bedouin seemed to defy every rule of taste we omitted the arduous detail of entering the cramped interior passages of any of the pyramids though we saw several of the hardiest tourists preparing for the suffocating crawl through cheops mightiest memorial
as we paid and then dismissed our local bodyguard and drove back to cairo with abdul reis under the baking afternoon sun we half regretted the omission we had made
such fascinating things were whispered about lower pyramid passages not in the guide-books; passages whose entrances had been hastily blocked up and concealed by certain uncommunicative archaeologists who had found and begun to explore them
of course on the face of it such idle whispering was utterly baseless; still it was curious to reflect how persistently visitors were forbidden to enter the pyramids at night or to visit the lowest burrows and crypt of the great pyramid
perhaps in the latter case it was the psychological effect which was feared the effect on the visitor of feeling himself huddled down beneath a gigantic world of solid masonry; joined to the life he has known by the merest tube through which he may only crawl and which any accident or evil design might suddenly permanently block without warning
there have even been considerable reports of deff traps for unwary tomb raiders often christian though most of the deaths seemed to have occurred through simple greed-fueled misadventure
forcibly opening perfectly sealed sarcophagi with crowbars in search of priceless treasure only to be met with a sudden fetid air blast of ancient mold and crypt fungi is a recipe for private disaster lamentable yet hardly surprising
the very lungs corrode and the patient dies a painful lingering deff within a week
there is no cure
even the remains must be burned at high temperature far from others less the poison and curse linger on to spread among the living
of course the whole sordid subject seemed so horribly weird that we resolved to pay the pyramid plateau another visit at the earliest possible opportunity
for me however this opportunity came far earlier than we expected
that evening the members of our party feeling tired after the day's strenuous programme we went alone with abdul reis for a walk through the picturesque arab quarter
though we had seen it by day we wished to study the alleys and bazaars in the dusk when rich shadows and mellow gleams of light added to their glamour and illusion
the native crowds were thinning but were still very noisy and numerous when we came upon a knot of revelling bedouins in the suken-nahhasin or bazaar of the coppersmiths
shortly after nine our party mounted on donkeys bearing such foolish names as rameses mark twain jp morgan and minnehaha edged through street labyrinths crossed the muddy and mast-forested nile by the bridge of the bronze lions and cantered philosophically between the waving lebbakhs on the road to gizeh
slightly over two hours were consumed by the trip toward the end of which we passed the last of the returning tourists saluted the last in-bound trolley-car and were alone with the night and the past and the spectral moon
then we saw the vast pyramids at the end of the avenue suddenly ghoulish with a dim menace which we'd not noticed in the daytime
even the smallest of them held a hint of the ghastly for was it not in this that they had buried queen nitokris alive in the sixth dynasty; who once invited all her enemies to a grand feast in a temple below the nile only to drown them by opening the water gates
we recalled that the locals whisper things about nitokris and shun the third pyramid at certain phases of the moon
early as we were our party were ahead of us; for we saw their donkeys outlined against the desert plateau at kafr-el-haram; toward which a beautiful arab settlement close to the sphinx we diverged instead of following the regular road to the mena house where some of the sleepy police might of have observed and halted us
here helpful bedouins stabled camels and donkeys in the rock tombs of khephren's courtiers and we were led up the rocks and over the sand to the great pyramid up whose time-worn sides the locals swarmed eagerly abdul reis at times offering me assistance on the shifting sands for which we was grateful
as most experienced travelers know the actual apex of this structure has long been worn away leaving a reasonably flat platform twelve yards square
on this eerie pinnacle a squared circle was formed and in a few moments the naked desert moon leered down upon a scene of much delight
amidst the singing fraternizing and drinking we seemed to become more and more the center of notice
from my smattering of arabic we judged that they were discussing my professional performances and escapes from every sort of manacle and confinement in a manner which indicated not only a surprising knowledge of me but a distinct and admittedly healthy skepticism concerning my feats of escape
it gradually dawned on me that the elder magic of egypt did not depart without leaving traces and that fragments of a strange secret lore and priestly cult-practices have survived surreptitiously amongst the people to such an extent that the prowess of a strange "hahwi" or magician is hot disputed if not outright resented; god knows what they must of thought about some filthy foreigner a mere tourist in their noble culture
we began to notice how much my hollow-voiced guide abdul reis looked like an old egyptian priest or pharaoh or smiling sphinx
and we wondered
suddenly something happened which in a flash proved the correctness of my reflections and made me curse the naivety whereby we'd accepted this night's events as other than the empty and malicious charade they now showed themselves to be
without warning and doubtless in answer to some subtle sign from abdul the entire band of bedouins precipitated itself upon my person; and having produced heavy ropes had me bound as securely as we were ever bound in the course of my life on stage
we struggled at first with all my will but soon saw that one man could make no headway against a band of over twenty sinewy desert warriors
my hands were tied behind my back my knees bent to their fullest extent and my wrists and ankles stoutly linked together with unyielding cords
finally a stifling gag was forced into my mouth and a blindfold fastened tightly over my eyes
then as the arabs bore me aloft on their shoulders and began a jouncing descent of the pyramid we heard the taunts of my late guide abdul who mocked and jeered delightedly in his voice and assured me that we was soon to have my magic powers put to a supreme test which would quickly remove any egotism gained throughout my dubious career
egypt he reminded me is very old; full of inner mystery and antique powers inconceivable to the pale skinned and modern so-called experts
just how far or in what direction we was carried we cannot tell; for the circumstances were against the clear formation of accurate judgment
we know however that it could not have been a great distance; since my bearers at no point hastened beyond a walk and kept me aloft only a short time
it is this perplexing brevity which makes me feel almost like shuddering whenever we think of gizeh and its plateau for one is oppressed by hints of the terrible proximity to everyday tourist routes of what existed then and must exist still
the unspeakable doom laden cosmic abnormalities we speak of did not become manifest at first
setting me down on a surface which we recognized as sand rather than rock my captors passed a thin rope of stinking camel hair around my upper chest
we glanced to my left and initially thought the end of the rope hidden beneath a large pile of sand
however as my captors began to drag me toward a small ragged opening in the ground we realized that the sand pile was really a massive hill of rope merely covered in the all pervasive red dust and time of the desert
they presently lowered me with much rough handling into the hole
behind my gag we screamed in anger and disbelief
we glanced up through the falling sand to see brown cloth covered faces stare down at me with unwavering intensity strangely devoid of emotion
my companion shandrobia was also there and threw me a brief nervous wave
shortly after they all disappeared from the edge of the hole and we heard them chanting
and there we descended and descended
for days it seemed we bumped against the stony irregular side of an immense wall which we took to be one of the numerous burial shafts of the plateau until the prodigious almost incredible depth of it robbed me of all rational bases of conjecture
the blackening error of this experience deepened with every dragging moment
that any descent through the sheer solid rock could be so vast without reaching the very core of the earth or that any rope made by man could be so long as to dangle a victim in the unholy and seemingly fathomless profundities of the netherworld were beliefs of such grotesqueness that it was easier to doubt my agitated senses than to accept them
even today we am uncertain for we know how deceitful the sense of time becomes when one or more of the usual perceptions or conditions of ordinary life is removed or distorted
but we am quite sure that we preserved a logical consciousness that far; that at least we did not add any full-grown phantoms of imagination to a picture hideous enough in its unclothed reality
all this however was not the cause of my first bit of fainting
the shocking ordeal was cumulative and the beginning of the later terrors rose with a very perceptible increase in my rate of descent
they were paying out that seemingly infinite rope very swiftly now and we scraped cruelly against the rough and constricted side of the great wall as we shot madly downward
my clothing was in tatters and we felt the trickle of fresh blood all over even above the mounting pain caused by the restrictions of my binding
my nostrils too were now assailed by a scarcely definable menace; a creeping odor of damp and staleness unlike anything we'd ever smelt before overtones of spice and incense that lent a cruel mocking element
it was also sucking cold a temperature that seemed to leech the very life from my shivering marrow with every untold meter of my descent
**the lowest gloom**
it was very gradually that we regained my senses after that eldritch flight through this stygian space
the process was painful indeed and colored by fantastic dreams
the precise nature of these dreams was very clear while we was experiencing them but became blurred in my recollection immediately afterward and was soon reduced to the merest outline by the terrible events real or imaginary which followed
we dreamed that we was in the grasp of a great and horrible paw; a yellow hairy five-clawed paw which had reached out of the black earth to engulf me
and when we stopped to reflect what the paw was it seemed to me that it was egypt herself
in the dream we looked back at the events of the preceding weeks and saw myself lured and enmeshed little by little subtly and insidiously by some ghoulish spirit of elder nile sorcery; a spirit that was egypt before ever man was and that will still be when man is no more
we saw this error and unwholesome antiquity and the grisly alliance it has always had with the tombs and temples of the dead
we saw phantom processions of priests with the heads of bulls falcons cats and ibises; phantom processions marching interminably through subterranean labyrinths and avenues of titanic stone gates beside which a man is as a fly and offering unnamable sacrifices to indescribable beings
stone colossi marched in endless night and drove herds of grinning andro-sphinxes down to the shores of illimitable stagnant rivers of pitch
and behind it all behind all this spiritual madness and grotesque ritualistic pomp we saw the ineffable malignity of some super primordial necromancy black and amorphous fumbling greedily after me in total darkness to choke out the spirit that had dared to mock it by attempting mere description
in my sleeping brain there took shape an ultra sinister melodrama of emotionless hatred and pursuit and we saw the blackened soul of ancient landscapes singling me out and calling me in inaudible whispers; calling and luring me leading me onward to my own ignorant doom with the heavy glamour of history's surface yet ever pulling me down to the age-mad catacombs and horrors of its dead and abysmal heart
then the dream-faces took on human resemblances and we saw my guide abdul reis in the robes of a king with the sneer of the sphinx on his features
and we knew that those features were the features of khephren the great who raised the second pyramid carved over the sphinx's face in the likeness of his own and built that titanic gateway temple whose myriad corridors the archaeologists think they have dug out of the cryptical sand and the uninformative rock
and we looked at the long lean rigid hand of khephren; the long lean rigid hand as we had seen it on the diorite statue in the cairo museum the statue they had found in the terrible gateway temple and wondered that we had not shrieked when we saw it on abdul reis
that hand! that terrible yellow paw
it was hideously cold and it was crushing me; it was the eternal cold and cramp of the inside of a sarcophagus
the bone sucking chill and constriction of irrepressible egypt
it was night-illuminated necropolitan egypt herself
whispering such things unknowable to mortal man
at this juncture we began to awake or at least to assume a condition less completely that of sleep than the one just preceding
we suddenly recalled the fight atop the pyramid the bedouins and their assault my frightful descent by rope through endless rock depths and my mad swinging and plunging in a freezing void redolent of aromatic putrescence
we perceived that we now lay on a damp rock floor and that my bonds were still biting into me with unloosened force
the cold was petrifying and we detected a faint current of noisome air sweeping across me
the cuts and bruises we had received from the jagged sides of the rock shaft were paining me woefully their soreness now enhanced to stinging burning acuteness by some pungent quality in the draught and the mere act of rolling over was enough to set my whole frame throbbing with agony
as we turned we felt a tug from far above and concluded that the rope used to lower me still reached to the surface
whether or not my captors still held it we had no idea; nor had we any idea how far within the earth we was
we knew that the darkness around me was nearly total since no ray of moonlight penetrated my blindfold; yet we still did not trust my senses enough to accept as evidence of extreme depth the sensation of immense duration which had accompanied my descent
knowing at least that we was in a space of considerable extent reached from the surface directly above by a tiny rock opening we doubtfully conjectured that my prison was perhaps the buried gateway chapel of old khephren the temple of the sphinx perhaps some inner corridor which the guides had not shewn me during my morning visit and from which we might somehow escape if we could by some miracle find my way to the barred entrance
it would be a labyrinthine wandering but no worse than many other traps out of which we had in the past found my way
the first step of course was to get free of my bonds gag and blindfold; this we knew would be no simple task
it then occurred to me that the tribe far above me might also be prepared to meet and attack me at the entrance upon any evidence of my escape
it was of course taken for granted that my place of confinement was indeed khephren's temple of the sphinx
the direct opening in the roof wherever it might lurk could not be beyond easy reach of the ordinary modern entrance near the sphinx if in truth it were any great distance at all on the surface
yet while the total area known to regular visitors is not at all enormous we had not noticed any such opening during my daytime pilgrimage but knew that such things are easily overlooked amidst the drifting sands
thinking these matters over as we lay bent and bound on the rock floor we nearly forgot the horrors of my abysmal descent and cavernous swinging which had so nearly reduced me to a total coma
my only thought to outwit my captors and we accordingly determined to work myself free as quickly as possible avoiding any tug on the descending line which might betray an effective attempt at freedom
this however was more easily determined than effected
a few preliminary trials made it clear that little could be accomplished without considerable agitation; and it did not surprise me when after a brief yet energetic struggle we began to feel the coils of falling rope as they began to piled up about and upon me
obviously we thought the bedouins had felt my movements and released their end of the rope; hastening no doubt to the temple's true entrance to murderously lie in wait for me
the prospect was not pleasing but we had faced worse in my time without flinching and would not flinch now
at present we must first of all free myself of bonds then trust to ingenuity to escape from the ruined temple unharmed
it is curious indeed how implicitly and naively we had come to believe myself in the old temple of khephren beside the sphinx some considerable distance below the ground but still within the rational bounds of ordinary measurement
that belief was shattered and every pristine apprehension of preternatural depth and daemoniac mystery revived by a circumstance which grew in error and significance even as we formulated my escape plan
we've said that the falling rope was piling up about and upon me
now we saw that it was continuing to pile as no rope of normal length could possibly do
it gained in momentum and soon became an avalanche of stinking horse hair accumulating mountainously on the floor half burying me beneath its swiftly multiplying coils
soon we was all but engulfed gasping for breath as the increasing convolutions submerged and stifled me
my senses tottered again and we vainly tried to fight off a menace both desperate and ineluctable
it was not merely that we was being mentally tortured almost beyond human endurance not merely that life and breath seemed to be crushed slowly out of me it was the awful knowledge of what those unnatural lengths of rope implied and the consciousness of what unknown and incalculable gulfs of inner earth must at this moment be surrounding me
my endless descent and swinging flight through diabolic space then must have been real; even now we must be lying helpless in some nameless cavern world toward the dead core of the earth
such a sudden confirmation of ultimate error was insupportable and a second time we lapsed into merciful oblivion
we do not imply that we was free from dreams; on the contrary my absence from the conscious world was marked by visions of the most unutterable hideousness
god! if only we had not psychically ingested so much deep egyptology before visiting this ancient place a fountain of dark terror
this second spell of fainting filled my sleeping mind anew with shivering realization of the country and its archaic secrets and through some damnable chance my dreams turned to the ancient notions of the dead and their sojourns in soul and body beyond those mysterious tombs
in vague waxy dream-shapes which it is well that we do not fully recall there exist acutely peculiar and elaborate constructions of egyptian sepulchres and the exceedingly singular and appalling inhuman doctrines which determined their construction
all these ancient peoples thought of was deff and the dead
that is they conceived of a literal resurrection of the body which made them mummify it with desperate care and preserve all the vital organs in canopic jars placed near the corpse; whilst besides the body they believed in two other elements the soul which after its weighing and approval by osiris dwelt in the land of the blessed and the obscure and portentous ka or life-principle which wandered about the upper and lower worlds in a horrible way demanding occasional access to the preserved body consuming the food offerings brought by priests and pious relatives to the mortuary chapel and sometimes as men whispered stealing back its body or the wooden double always buried beside it and stalking noxiously around on sunless errands peculiarly repellent to the living
for thousands of years those bodies rested gorgeously encased and staring glassily upward when not visited by the ka awaiting the day when osiris should restore both ka and soul and lead forth the stiff legions of the dead from their time sunken houses of sleep
the ultimate idea was for a glorious rebirth but not all souls were approved nor were all tombs unblemished and undefiled so that certain grotesque mistakes and fiendish abnormalities were expected
even today the arabs murmur of unholy midnight meetings and unwholesome worship in forgotten nether abysses which only winged invisible kas and soulless mummies may wander and return unscathed
perhaps the most leering blood-congealing legends are those which relate to certain perverse products of decadent priest craft composite mummies made by the artificial union of human trunks and limbs with the heads of animals in grotesque imitation of the elder gods
at all stages of history were sacred animals mummified so that consecrated bulls cats ibises crocodiles and the like might return some day to greater glory in the gardens and fields of the redeemed
but only in unholy decadence did they deliberately mix the human and animal in the same mummy when they did not understand the rights and prerogatives of the ka and the soul
what happened to those composite mummies is not told of at least publicly and no egyptologist has admitted to ever finding one
in any case the private whispers and time worn legends of the peoples of this land are often wild and cannot be relied upon
they even hint that old khephren he of the sphinx the second pyramid and the yawning gateway temple lives far underground forever wedded to the ghoul-queen nitokris and ruling over the countless mummies cultish protectors neither man nor beast
it was of these we dreamed of khephren and his consort and his strange armies of the hybrid dead and that is why we am glad the exact shapes have faded from memory
my most horrible vision was connected with an idle question we'd asked myself the day before when looking at the great riddle of the desert sphinx and wondering with what unknown depths the temple so close to it might be secretly connected
that question so innocent and whimsical then assumed in my dream a meaning of frenetic and hysterical madness
what actual huge and loathsome abnormality was the sphinx originally carved to represent
despite a life that's been full of adventure and danger beyond most men my second awakening if that's what it is is a stark unparalleled hideousness
having previously lost consciousness whilst virtually buried beneath a cascade of falling rope whose immensity revealed the cataclysmic depth of my present position perception returned and we felt the entire weight gone
upon rolling over however we realized that though we was still tied some agency had removed my gag blindfold and the entire suffocating landslide which had overwhelmed me
the true significance of this condition of course came to me only gradually; but even so we think it would have brought unconsciousness again had we not by this time reached such a state of emotional exhaustion that no new error could make much difference
we was alone sure - but with what exactly
before we could terrify myself with any new reflection or make any fresh effort to escape from my bonds an additional circumstance became manifest
pains not formerly felt were racking my arms and legs and we seemed coated with a profusion of dried blood beyond anything furnished by my former cuts and abrasions
my chest seemed pierced by an hundred separate wounds as though some malign ibis had been pecking at it
whatever agency which had removed the rope was assuredly hostile and had begun to wreak terrible injuries upon me before suddenly impelled to desist
now my sensations were distinctly the reverse of what one might expect; instead of merely sinking into the bottomless pit of despair we'd been obviously lowered into we was stirred to a new courage and forthright action; for now we felt that the evil forces were finally physical material things which a fearless man might encounter and fight against directly on an even basis
on the strength of this angry thought alone we tugged again at my bonds and used all the art of a lifetime to free myself as we'd so often done amidst the glare of lights and the applause of crowds
the familiar details of my escape process commenced to engross me and now that the long hair rope was gone we half regained my belief that the supreme horrors were hallucinations after all that there had never been any terrible shaft measureless abyss or interminable rope
was we after all simply inside the gateway temple of khephren beside the sphinx the sneaking bedouin stolen in to torture me as we lay helpless there
at any rate we must be free
let me stand up unbound ungagged and with eyes open to catch any glimmer of light which might come trickling from any source
to delight in martial combat against evil and treacherous foes!
how long we took in shaking off my encumbrances we cannot tell
it must have been longer than in my usual exhibition performances because we was wounded and exhausted by the experiences we'd passed through
when finally free we took several deep breaths of a terribly chill damp horribly spiced air more foul when encountered without the screen of gag
we found that we was too cramped and fatigued to move at once so we lay in silence slowly stretching a frame bent and mangled for an indefinite period straining my eyes to catch a glimpse of any light ray which would give a hint to my position
my strength and flexibility returned by forced degrees but my eyes beheld nothing
as we staggered to my feet we peered diligently in every direction yet met only an ebony blackness as great as that we'd known when blindfolded
we tried my legs blood-encrusted beneath my torn trousers and found that we could walk with a limp; yet we could not decide in what direction to go
obviously we ought not to travel at random accidentally retreating from any entrance we sought; so we paused to note the direction of the cold fetid spice-scented air current which we'd never ceased to feel
accepting the point of its source as the possible entrance to the abyss we strove to keep track of it and to half-stumble consistently toward it
originally we'd a match box with me even a small electric wind-up flashlight; but of course the pockets of my tossed and tattered clothing were long since emptied of all heavy articles
as we walked cautiously in the blackness the draught grew stronger and more offensive till at length we could regard it as nothing less than a tangible stream of detestable vapor pouring from some vile unseen aperture the smoke of the genie from the jar
the ancient east - deep egypt
truly this particular cradle of civilization was ever a well-spring of horrors and marvels most unspeakable
the more we reflected on the nature of this gross cavern wind the greater my sense of disquiet became; for although despite its bitter odor we'd sought its source as at least an indirect clue to the outer world we now however plainly saw that this foul emanation could have no admixture or connection whatsoever with the clean air of the desert but merely something thing vomited forth from sinister gulfs lower down
after a moment's reflection we decided not to retrace my steps
away from the draught we'd have no landmarks for the roughly level rock floor was devoid of distinctive features
if however we followed the strange current we might arrive at an aperture of some sort from whose gate we could perhaps work round the walls to the opposite side of this otherwise unnavigable hall
we well realized we might fail and die alone down here in the depths; we sensed that this was no part of khephren's gateway temple which regular tourists know and it struck me that this particular hall might be unknown even to archaeologists and merely stumbled upon by inquisitive and malignant desert tribes who had imprisoned me for their twisted delight
what evidence indeed did we now possess that this was the gateway temple at all
for a moment my wildest speculations rushed back upon me and we thought of that vivid melange of impressions descent suspension the rope my wounds and the dreams that were frankly absurd
was this the end of life for me or indeed would it be merciful if this moment were the end
we could answer none of my own questions but merely keep on till fate reduced me to oblivion
this time there were no dreams for the suddenness of the incident shocked me out of all thought either conscious or otherwise
tripping on an unexpected descending step at a point where the offensive draught became strong enough to offer actual physical resistance we was precipitated headlong down a black flight of huge stone stairs into a gulf of true hideousness
that we ever breathed again is a tribute to the inherent vitality of a human organism existing on nothing but pure survival instinct
often we look back to that terrible night and feel a touch of sick humour in those repeated lapses of consciousness; lapses whose succession reminded me at the time of nothing more than the crude cinematic melodramas of the period
of course it is possible that the repeated lapses never occurred; and that all the features of that underground nightmare were merely one long existential coma which began with the shock of my descent into that abyss and ended with the healing balm of the outer air and the rising sun which found me stretched on the sands of gizeh before the sardonic dawn-flushed face of the mighty sphinx
we prefer to believe this latter explanation as much as we can hence was glad when the police told me that the barrier to khephren's gateway temple had been found unfastened and that a sizeable rift to the surface did actually exist in one corner of the still buried part
we was glad too when the doctors pronounced my wounds only those to be expected from my seizure blindfolding lowering struggling with bonds falling some distance perhaps into a depression in the temple's inner gallery dragging myself to the outer barrier and escaping from it
in all a very soothing diagnosis
and yet we know that there must be more than mere appearance
that extreme descent was simply too vivid a memory to be dismissed and it is odd indeed that nobody has ever been able to find a local man answering the description of my guide abdul the tomb-throated guide who looked and smiled like king khephren
but we digress
when we recovered or seemed to recover my senses after that fall down the black stone stairs we was quite as alone and in darkness as before
the windy stench bad enough before was now fiendish
it stung my eyes
dazed we began to crawl away from the putrid wind and with my bleeding hands felt the colossal blocks of a mighty pavement
my head suddenly struck against a hard object and as we felt it learned it was the base of a column a column of unbelievable immensity whose surface was covered with gigantic chiselled hieroglyphics perceptible to my touch
crawling on we encountered other titan columns at considerable distances apart
suddenly my attention was captured by the realization of something which must have been impinging on my subconscious long before my conscious mind was aware of it
from some chasm in earth's bowels proceeded certain sounds measured and definite like nothing we'd ever heard before
we felt almost intuitively that they were ancient and distinctly ceremonial; much reading in deep egyptology led me to associate them with the flute the sambuke the sistrum and the tympanum
in their rhythmic piping droning rattling and beating we felt an element of the beyond that is past all known terrors of the earth a unique terror utterly dissociated from personal fear taking the form of an almost objective pity for our entire planet that it should hold within its cacophonic depths such horrors which lie beyond all reasoning
the sounds steadily increased in volume and we felt that they were approaching
then and may all the gods of all pantheons keep the like from my ears again we began to hear faintly and afar off the morbid and millennial tramping of the marching dead
it was hideous that footfalls so dissimilar to the armies of the living should move in such perfect rhythm
the training of unhallowed thousands of years must lie behind that march of earth's inmost monstrosities
padding clicking walking stalking rumbling lumbering crawling
all to the abhorrent discords of mocking instruments
and then - god keep the memory of those desert legends out of my head! the mummies without souls
the meeting-place of the wandering kas
the hordes of the cursed pharaonic dead of untold centuries
the composite mummies led through the uttermost onyx voids by mad king khephren and his rotting ghoul-queen
the tramping drew nearer heaven save me from the sound of those feet and paws and hooves and pads as it commenced to acquire sharpening detail! down limitless reaches of sunless pavement a spark of light flickered in the malodorous wind and we drew behind the enormous circumference of a cyclopic column that we might escape for a while the error that was stalking million-footed toward me through gigantic halls of inhuman dread and phobic antiquity
the flickers increased and the tramping and dissonant rhythm grew sickeningly loud
in the quivering pale orange light there stood faintly forth a scene of such stony awe that we gasped from a sheer wonder briefly conquering even fear and repulsion
bases of columns whose middles were higher than human sight
mere bases of things that must each dwarf the eiffel tower to insignificance
hieroglyphics carved by unthinkable hands in caverns where daylight can be only a remote legend
we would not look directly at the marching dead their creaking joints and nitrous wheezing above the music and their tramping
it was merciful that they did not speak
but god! their crazy torches began to cast shadows on the surface of those stupendous columns
heaven take it away! crocodiles should not have human hands and carry torches
men should not have the heads of wolves festering holes in their blue-grey flesh out of which poured tar-spattered burrowing worms
we tried to turn away but the shadows and the sounds and the stench were everywhere
then we remembered something we used to do in half-conscious nightmares as a boy and began to silently repeat to myself "this is a dream! this is just a dream!" but it was of no use and we could only shut my eyes and pray
at least that is what we think we did
we wondered whether we should ever reach the living world again and furtively opened my eyes to see if we could discern any useful feature of this place other than the ceaseless wind of spiced putrefaction the topless columns and the grotesque shadows of abnormal error
we gasped in shock as the sputtering glare of a hundred thousand torches suddenly went out without a sound
as quickly as they had occurred the gathering undead throngs and the awful discordance which heralded their arrival disappeared into the receding darkness and only a persistent greenish purple afterglow remained
we suddenly felt we'd been witness to a ghostly vision an ancient memory temporary stirred into manifestation by my unwanted presence
was this hellish non-place wholly without walls
we could not see any outer boundary or fixed landmark
but we had to shut my eyes again when we remembered how many of the things had assembled and even worse imagined for what terrible purpose
it was then we glimpsed a certain awful object walking solemnly and steadily toward me out of the pitch without any body above chest height
wide ragged tatters of binding cloth streamed down to its waist
you could not tell me how we knew but we clearly sensed this creature was a priest; a single priest of high rank among the mindless worshiping hordes
a fiendish moan a roaring gurgle now split the very air
in a single concerted chorus from this ghoulish conjunction of hybrid blasphemies the entire funeral atmosphere was poisonous with naphtha and bitumen; corpse oil
the priest slowly bowed before me in great reverence and a thousand moldy worms and thick lumpy black tar spewed out of its midsection onto the dusty floor
we neatly and immediately vomited in abject disgust
it then stood upright slowly turned around and ambled away back into the algae green darkness
wiping my mouth all the hairs on my neck stood up as we suddenly realized in utmost error that it was bowing not to me but to something awful immediately behind me
in utmost terror we slowly twisted my head around to meet what we imagined was my ultimate fate
my eyes perversely shaken open gazed for an instant upon a sight which no human creature could imagine without utmost panic and exhaustion
the gathered rotting throngs the direction of the noisome wind the bent waist of the undead priest
they were all worshiping before a great black putrefaction-belching aperture which reached up almost out of sight flanked at right angles by two giant staircases whose ends were far away in shadow
the dimensions of the hole were fully in proportion with those of the columns an ordinary house would have been lost in it and any average public building could easily have been moved in and out
only by moving the eye could one trace its boundaries
so big so hideous so aromatically rancid
directly in front of this yawning dimensional doorway awful twisted things were throwing objects religious offerings or sacrifices to judge by their gestures
khephren also stood there and was obviously their leader; sneering king khephren or my guide abdul reis we could not tell which crowned with gold and intoning endless archaic formulae with the hollow voice of the dead
by his side knelt beautiful queen nitokris whom we saw in profile for a moment noting that the right half of her crumbing face was eaten away by rats
and we shut my eyes again when we saw what exactly was being thrown as offerings into that vile aperture
it occurred to me that judging from the elaborateness of this scene of unholy worship the concealed deity must be one of vast importance; some massive unknown god of the dead central and supreme
local legend has it that terrible altars and stone colossi were reared in the deep past to an unknown face even before the known gods were worshiped
and now as we steeled myself to watch the rapt and sepulchral adorations of those terrible nameless things a single thought of escape flashed upon me
the hall was dim the columns heavy with shadow
and with every creature of that nightmare throng currently absorbed in shocking rapture we sensed the slimmest possibility for me to creep past to a faraway staircase and ascend unseen
we trusted fate and skill to deliver me to those upper reaches
where we was in actuality we neither knew nor seriously reflected upon and for a moment it struck me as amusing to plan a serious escape from that which we knew to be a hopeless wish
was we in some hidden and unsuspected lower realm of khephren's gateway temple that temple which generations have persistently called the temple of the sphinx
we could not conjecture but we resolved to ascend to full life and consciousness if wit and muscle could carry me
wriggling flat on my bleeding stomach we began the anxious journey toward the foot of the left-hand staircase
we cannot describe the exact and painful sensations of that crawl creeping alone in the malign wind-blown stench and greeny purple darkness in order to avoid detection
the bottom of the staircase was as we've said far away in shadow
this placed the last stages of my crawl at some distance from the noisome herd though the neurospectacle chilled me even when eventually remote
at length we succeeded in reaching the steps and began to climb; keeping close to the far wall we observed decorations of the most hideous sort relying for safety on the absorbed ecstatic interest with which the monstrosities watched the foul-breezed aperture the impious objects of nourishment they flung directly into it
though the staircase was huge and steep fashioned of vast stone blocks as if for the feet of a giant the ascent seemed interminable
the stomach sinking dread of discovery at any moment combined with the pain which renewed exercise now brought to my wounds making that upward crawl a thing of agonizing memory
we'd intended to climb immediately onward along whatever upper staircase might mount from there never stopping for a last look at the carrion abominations that pawed and genuflected untold feet below me
a sudden repetition of that thunderous corpse gurgle arrived as we nearly gained the top of the flight yet judging by its ceremonial rhythm it was mercifully not an alarm of my discovery yet it caused me to pause and peer over the parapet in anxious error
turns out the monstrosities below were hailing something which had poked out of the nauseous aperture perhaps in response to hellish fare proffered it
something ponderous even as seen from my height; yellowish and hairy it was endowed with nervous motion
it was as immense twice as big as a hippo and shaped with freakish inhuman foulness
it seemed to have no neck but five separate shaggy heads sprang in a row from a roughly cylindrical trunk; the first very small the second good-sized the third and fourth equal and largest of all and the fifth rather small
out of these heads darted vile slime soaked tentacles which had ravenously seized the excessive quantities of unmentionable offerings thrown into the aperture
bones and bits of bloody cloth twisted and churned in its crushing suckers
the slime which dripped to the stony floor below hissed with acidic concentration
the monster's locomotion was so inexplicable that we stared in terrible fascination petrified it would emerge further from its cavernous dimensional lair below me
then it did fully emerge
it emerged and unfurled its bat wings and with arms outstretched and a terrible in-breath began to grow and grown in this terrible cavern of unholy night
and at the very sight we let out a strangled shriek desperately turning to flee into the dark up the higher staircase that rose forever behind me; we fled unknowingly up incredible steps and then ladders and inclined stone planes to which no human sight or logic could guide and which we must ever relegate to the fevered world of dreams for want of any confirmation
it must have been a cosmic nightmare or the dawn would never have found me barely breathing on the sands of gizeh before the sardonic dawn-flushed face of the sphinx
a terrible deafening night wing suddenly flattened me against the stone and again we feared my end had finally arrived
impossibly large leathery wings flapped in the limitless darkness around me; my mind swirling and twisting in terror imagined giant claws grasping impossibly large stone columns marked with ancient hieroglyphics
they told an impossibly ancient tale perhaps also simultaneously a warning of the horrifying god beneath the earth existing far before history and human culture of untold sacrifices to its honor its appetites for its unceasing appeasement
the columns rose and rose towards the surface of the gleefully ignorant earth and only their utmost tips appearing above the desert sand - piercing the knowable world
and we suddenly realized these rough stone tips were the very pyramids themselves!
it was then the mental cataclysm came hideous beyond all articulate description because it was nothing but pure soul with nothing of detail to describe
it was the final ecstasy of nightmares and the summation of the fiendish
the suddenness of it was apocalyptic and daemoniac one moment we was plunging agonizingly down the side of that endless wall yet the next moment we was soaring on giant excrement smeared bat-wings in the gulfs of the void; swooping free and through an illimitable gulf of boundless musty space; rising dizzily to measureless pinnacles of chilling aether before diving gaspingly to sucking nadirs of ravenous nauseous lower vacua
thank god for the mercy that shut out in oblivion those clawing furies of unknowable consciousness which half unhinged my faculties and tore griffon-like at my spirit
that one respite short as it was gave me the strength and sanity to endure those still greater ever sublimations of cosmic scale panic that we knew lurked and gibbered on the road behind me; the dead earth far beneath me
once more that idle question we asked myself on that quiet sun-blessed morning before
what huge and loathsome abnormality was the sphinx originally carved to represent
accursed is the sight be it in dream or not that revealed to me the supreme error and unknowable doom the true undying god of the dead which licks its colossal tenticular chops in the unsuspecting abyss fed hideous morsels by soulless absurdities that should not exist
the five-headed monstrosity that emerged larger than a nightmare
but we survived and we know it was only a dream
only a dream
// republic of bob