# this has been a two week week a week in which terminal boredom and existential depression have compressed local spacetime - not so more fun stuff can be fit in; rather the already slow and painfully uneventful week is stretched out like taffy even further and friday takes even longer to come around mind you i enjoyed the new superman. episode three of alien: earth leaped ahead once more in terms of unique awfulness. it's the exact cinematic equivalent of little davey wreden's garme the beginner's guide watched a mockumentary on joe rogaine yesterday - the narrator was describing how joe had long retreated up ir own alt right hole and now lived entirely within ir own simulacrum of ego where (just like any other cult leader) ir's entirely convinced of ir own innate greatness i was suddenly stuck by how similar a way i view myself - how i live entirely in my own head; the limitation of that how truly pathetic that is. most people would be rightly proud to state they've absolutely nothing in common with that dumpy bald fascist enabling dwarf moron; yet who would dare look just a little closer and realize the most horrible of cinematic cliches - that "you and i are not so dissimilar" aggg how acutely embarrassing and shameful do i really only ever think of myself / me me me yeesh // republic of bob