# keep getting up in the night
to have a hairy horse wizz
my mouth is so parched there are white sand dunes in utah that give it side eye
since i currently have to sleep on my back with a single flamingo pink yoga block under my idiot neck m mouth opens and i snore like contestants staying overnight at a convention for drunken lumberjacks
i actually awake myself with a bizarre half swallowing noise - **heoup heoup** that sounds like ex hobbit gollum choking on raw fish ir's scoffed down far too quickly
believe me dear fellow scientists a couple of days of such fitful sleeping combined with near constant shoulder and back pain and everything starts to slip slide and smear together you have no idea who you are where you are or what you're really doing
i made a pot of filter coffee just now as though the whole scene were filmed in a giant aquarium tank in florida during the 60s - exhibit one: very tired unknown internet artist and resident philosopher on virtually no sleep after a week with bad rsic (repetitive strain injury of capitalism) shoulder flare
been having some particularly vivid and interesting dreams recently so that's a plus
**//** don't you just hate it when you're out of touch with the scene only to find during a sudden severe lapse in health - say intense shoulder pain - that you were never in sync with that scene and in fact it totally bypasses any and all attempts by you to define it's current dynamic boarders and bizarre internal movements - a nonlinear snake writhing and undulating in four or more dimensions
// republic of bob