# i made the existential mistake
a couple of days ago
of traveling to the nearest co-op after 5pm
a not-inconsiderable number of dodgy time wasting randos idiots and rock stars congregate there after 5 looking for a swift handout or a shoplift
am standing in a long line for the checkout like a mug when somebody behind me half says 'excuse me' like it was in air quotes - and immediately (without a chance for me to move out of the way) digs me in the small of the back with the edge of ir mobile phone
i immediately step forward turning around to watch some pale weedy manbun sporting jinzo mother walk past me to get to the self checkout isle
gritting my teeth i barely manage to articulate "flocking touch me you munt..!"
ey most definitely hears what i say - or at least gets a clear enough overall sense impression concerning my exact thoughts about ir antisocial attitude
ey doesn't look around of course and tries to play it cool but i can tell ir's bricking it
what is it with this town why me - this exact kind of bs has happened several times before
why is this town so full to bursting with disgusting rude yuppies
lucky i didn't bagua spin around like a black swimming dragon and simply elbow that squeezy plastic-bottle neck and its owner right through the nearest shelf of quality consumer items
however what really bakes my internal chinese martial noodle is how someone like that can possibly imagine doing something like that to a total stranger without strongly negative consequence
they must be severely lacking the ordinary senses of considerate public behavior everyone else normal has zero problem with
if this was london mate ('lahnden') hoo boy i tell you what mush - someone would've already got at least a 25% 'ray winstone' style response - possibly followed up with a strong right cross to the left eye socket
the well practiced ignorance aggression incivility and false assumption of white privilege is astounding to witness up close and personal
in fact it's simply sociopathic
the monk-like patience and control i display around these pathetically weak mothers astounds me
having said that however; be very careful kenpig
those servant objects you treat as mere disposable obstacles in / to your private utopia of rotting swollen ego simply don't care who or what you think you are
**// other news**
the 'citation needed' wikinovel is finally up; will be adding comments and example context throughout as the dreary and lonely winter weeks pass
// republic of bob